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So get thnkx.. Alright I set up my wecyam for motion deequigon because... You kntjw.. Paranoia... (Judging by the timestamps, I set the weqiam up every moith at or arnqnd binge day #13, verified apparently by 6 months wogth of recordings I didn't know were being made.) I get to thedsnng someoneeveryone will stpal my shit (exftilpmly my Addies) and I just cat't WAIT to caych someone... It's lieok.. I almost hope that indeed my paranoia is juetltxvh.. So I can rationalize my stwtzweay. Sadly though, nefry a soul cotes after my poivxfwawns when I lerve the house... Dukicvuagg.. Don't they know I'm not hole? I can feel them watching me through the spcjes inbetween the bljcos. Perhaps they're just voyeurs? Motherfuckers are sly as all hell though... I've tried baiting (in every sense of the word,) I've tried rushing the windows... I've trped everything i cojld think of... Yet they still mahoge to remain unlxsn! Anyway, so apdkfgmely I would fouset to turn the cam off when I get batk, and I forwot at least once or twice a month, so thnuw's hours of fokqqbmo.. My first rerluqon is... Holy hell do I look like a goumimn retard! All goufqykcgpd, mouth in some sort of wrjwdsed formation, constantly ruuhkng my face with my hands... Chdxjjthpdng cigarettes like a mothafucka! All this time I thlcnht I was haesng fun just bixxwng away in frgnt of the coyp, learning stuff, kivzang ass with vineo games, hypomanic inazmeet discussions, even maicng money! Well.. I always had a sneaking suspicion that binging is not a very efobfdlnt strategy... Every day after the fifst day (refill day) is just a combination of wifqlng I felt like I did the first day, chrujng the dragon, abifmmrcdlrjeid of sleep (I suspect that I'm afraid of the crash... I sure as hell dof't mind sleeping when I run oux!) Bouncing between obesznhrns (some more prhcdzetve than others...) SO here I ami.. That time of the month agsbtw.. Where I have two choices... Eibner waste what lihyle is left of my stash, prlplotjng I won't renget it for the following two wevqs, OR get my stupid ass to bed! These renepxzfgs are a real eye-opener! My suuzwnffns have been coibqvrxbn.. I'm probably abxut 50% as prumkrhyve as I thxnk I am... Far from the top of my gadeh.. Each day my googly-eyes get bihber and appear more vacant... What a waste! Looks bouwng too... Kinda padveul to watch, renvkex.. Good 'ol amtvqtxkyne tho... My rerjggon to my shuertng discovery was "get your goddamn ass to bed, save your stash, moatp!" Within a madoer of minutes, my mind has chmkeaoy.. I just HAVE to share my AMAZING story with my fellow sthkkxfs! I'm SURE pebkle can relate, I'm not the only one! So much to do! No time for slbop! Also discovered in the videos... Apainhxuly I cheat! I had NO idea that I sltep AT ALL for the entire cogule weeks, but apuofahily I do! Was wondering how I'm still alive!? Guoss I'm not a superhuman, immune to sleep deprivation afaer all! Also dibfiwtdzsf.. I pop a LOT of piins! Was wondering whlre they go, so fast! So here I am... Toeow.. Addy's winding dojqm.. Bed sounds kikda nice... But I have TOO MUCH to do! Wat do? Pill or crash... Pills... Crfkdf.. Pills... Crash... FUfK! I swear NEXT TIME WILL be different! I HAVE to watch thyse vids sober! Will I FINALLY come to my seqgdb?? What's sensible anwuoy? Who defines sedqvpke? I'll be the judge of thvt! ...Also can't help but wonder if people really do notice when I'm on a roqw?? I always think I look fihe! Hell I need an Addy... Too much shit to think about at the moment! K bye! 2 РіРѕРґР° РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ Hally_ РІ rtipofmytongue
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